Tuesday, June 14, 2005
~*dr.Ea.M$*~ ...
i've been staying home for most of this holiday ...mmm ... ok ... yup... well ... i really hope they'll support the musical/drama thingy ... cos it'll be a good one ... cos i'm a person who has high expectations ? or almost a perfectionist ? nah ... i don't know ... all i know is that if there is something i wanna do ... i will do it well ... and not let it fail ... hmmm ... well ... shall just leave this matter to God to settle it and not worry so much about it ... yup ...
hmmm ... been thinking a lot lately ... and i realised that the older i get ... the more i think ... hmmm ... don't know whether to happy or sad about this ... cos thinking can be good ... but too much thinking is so not good ... so yar ... well ... hmmm ... life ... some people cling on to it ... for me ... i don't know ... some times it gets so tiring to be alive ... hmmm ... so much things to do ... you know that kind of thing ... i just want to do what that is only required of me from God ... and not from school ... it's so tiring ... so lifeless ... yup ... but the joy of this is only that i have friends and i'm not alone in this so yar ...
cheryn ...
posted at 6/14/2005 11:20:00 am